Lawrence Goh

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Lawrence Goh, he is currently single I think. Ladies form a line. Warning: contains small objects.

Recollection

So umm hi, my friends have said that one time I wrote a post calling them douches and such. I have no memory of this, so I thought during my spare time I would confirm such a post. :)

MY FRIENDS ARE ALL DOUCHES, AND I HATE THEM AND THEY SMELL LIKE MONKEY BUTTS AND HORSE POOP. :) lol jks <3

Brendan wasn't in the formal photo :( but I got a funnier one of him instead :)

Oi btw I did check to see if I really did call you guys douches before now and its a no...

Holidays, instagram, stuff.....

Hey just a little update I guess of holidays, didn't do much slept, ate and slept some more, watched a bunch of movies and went to a friends place met new friends and discussed bro stuff...LOL. School in a weeks time, almost at the end of the highschool journey, theres still one huge obstacle though... all those assignments... Oh well wouldn't be memorable if there wasn't a challenge to end it all, like a final and hardest level of a game :). Well on a different note I completely ditched my old instagram account and didn't bother telling anyone haha so if you read this blog your welcome to follow and like the photos.

Instagram - ayopictureman
I'll try to take more pictures for the followers :) Anyways heres a preview :D

This is dad's crab dish plated up and ready to eat :D I think its proper name is soft shell crab I'm not sure though, still tasted great and its all that mattered :)

The crabs in the wok :)

Pho- Vietnamese Beef Noodle Soup- A Viet's best friend.

My backyard, parents have spend alot of time and money trying to make it better. Is the progress good so far?

Nibbler!!!! My dog, he's awesome and cunning :D

Domo :) If I remember correctly Tash helped me make it or she did the whole thing for me, its called cubecraft pretty much making block characters out of paper. Pretty cool but frustrating to make.

Strawberry's look weird... I never see those perfect ones anymore, Woolworths stop mutating our fooood!!

I think this was Indonesian fried rice, had it at inala, very good :) was nice to get away from the Vietnamese food for once and explore a new taste.

My parents say I'm like a pig... Born in the year of a pig, rooms messier than a pig pen, and I have ears like a pig or a cow because I never hear anything people say haha!

These are fun to look at but not fun to build... still the end product makes me proud :).

Aiight end of post :) have a safe holiday those of you who are on holidays, if not work and strive for success :D.

I AM ALIVEEEEEE.......lol

Ummm I dono what to say......umm ty to the troll ad thingys keeping the side chat box filled... it looks like some sorta Thailand/ Indonesian language atm so uhh whoo! Anyways I read over the last post and I honestly don't remember writing that so it must have been a long time since I've blogged... My bad, been busy with high school stuff, assignments tests and stuff. Umm year incase theirs someone reading this blog that doesn't know me I'm in my last year of high school pretty dope feeling ;D Just recapping uhh......I didn't do much aye.... lol...umm..WEll I went to a weddig pretty cool it was for a family friend (Dad's Boss's Daughter..mouth full I know...) It was on i think the top floor of the modern art gallery like above the llittle cafe area. the couple timed it pretty well since fire works went off for the Brisbane Festival, free fireworks on wedding day, verryyy smart thinking. Umm what else... Grandma is over from the VN at the moment she's chilling at aunty's house. Shes gone through alot actually having diabetes and almost losing her ability to walk :/ luckily shes the type that doesn't give up easily and has overcome that issue... yeah thats right... doctors aren't always right! Well umm apart from that its been an uneventful term i guess or That I can't recount much overall not bad.. screwed up some marks for subjects but striving to ace assignments next term, which means no relaxing on holiday for much... sucks to be me lol... I'm actually doing maths as I write this post and its like the first night of holidays... pathetic little boy I am.. should be on dota or ps3... When I'm bored I usually like design foods in my mind like say honey comb cupcakes but lately I've been slacking off :P too much effort. Oh speaking of food umm got some today in period 2 thanks to Wattsy's class :) Cupcakes <3 oh and ummm would like to wish Miss Watts a wonderful career wherever she goes next for teaching as she is leaving the school. Despite being extremely childish shes pretty cool :P. There are some things I would love to rant about but since there's nothing really negative in this post I've save it for another time:P Well back to math for me... and chem...and bio....and physics....and english...What a wonderful world.......... ;D (BTW cbf proof reading this post so if there are errors please don't hate on me... I'm asian)

Hi :)

Heyo people who read this blog, nice to know that its not fully deserted. Well I haven't blogged in a while and I thought I should take sometime off to update my life story so if ever I lost my memory I could read this and...... lol just messin' with ya, I'm bored. So ending the first week back at school for term 3 and it felt like I was hit by a truck, a very big truck... To be honest I didn't have much of a holiday with all the tuition going on, but I guess I was kind of rested. Its really good to know that I'm so close to starting a life outside school, I'm also aware that I may not want that time to come as it means I have to do things unassisted. At the moment I am thinking more about the future as many of the other people my age are.It seems that there is going to be a lot choices needed to be made, even before the end of the year. I don't actually know what career path I would like to take, everything as its ups and downs, and everything has a particular op or requirement to get into it. Anyhow that's for me to think about over the next few weeks :). I've gotten used to the stress of school I guess... I can cope with a large work amount and stay mildly calm whilst doing it, I don't know if its coz I'm well trained now to take this stuff and move on or frankly, I don't give a shit. Hopefully all goes well :) by the end of the year. If it doesn't go as well e.g bad op, I guess I'll work my way up. Well that's a brief update on my thoughts and stuff, going to be a hard term... Laters :P

Update on happenings and stuff

Yo :P I am currently sick.... and with 2 assignments to finish over the weekend.... Oh how fun it shall be :). Anyways not much has happened, nothing......awesomely out the ordinary, friends found out I have blog hence the picture of Daniel below in all his autistic awesomeness :), watched the avengers on Monday ( pretty awesome movie recommended for everyone marvel fan or not), Tutor didn't scream at me about not doing work and in fact praised me for my efforts on my chem(Very rare event), Did some hardcore bio experiment with Ayla and Tash for our EEI, Fell asleep in English but managed to be able to hear the teacher so I didn't miss out on much andddd not much lol... Lots of study and assignmenting expected next week, math b: 5% complete chemistry: 75% complete Physics: Lol screw this shit... Biology: 56% complete Legal: meh..... English: 30% complete Gaming: Never complete, need more games, craving games :(, I can't live on tetris forever!!!! >_< Food: Need chocolate like right now.... Drink: Wouldn't mind a nice milkshake right now because they are yummy, or lemon soda which is also very yummy. Health: Sickness= -70hp, 30 hp left...... Mana: Doubt Monster ate it all Randomness: 99.99999% Cause I can. Highness: 30% my normal average non-high self... LOL JKS 70% biatches :) Overall this shows that I am screwed :) but as Mr. Sloman says gotta kill the doubt monsters and stay positive, too bad they have horcruxes and I ain't no Harry Potter... I miss BBC2(Battlefield Bad Company 2)and I really want GTA 5, BF3, FIFA12/13, Assassins Creed 3, perhaps dota 2 when I learn how to play and I'm good. I also craving, Ferrero Rocher, Cadbury, M&M's and Pod's. And I really really really really really really want these Iron man suits, looks epically cooooool :) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kIgGaKXpYaQ&feature=related http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KuULJQ2JPYg And I want Graduation To be like dis ------->http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zENzmxuI4AY The Principle in iron man suit = boss hahaha Okeys This is enough bloggings cyas :P >_<

This is Daniel Oei :)

This is Daniel Oei, enough said :).

Dreams are meant to be lived :)

I was hit with a lot of things relating back to life this week :p. Had to think outside the box for tutor on the topic and well I like to think about these things a lot. the meaning of Life as stated by the hitchhikers guide to the galaxy is the number 42. In all aspects of religion to live a peaceful and prosperous life was is our goal. Some philosophers believe we were created to discover, some think we are the ultimate decomposers as we are currently breaking down the world. In my opinion and I say this in a strictly non-religious way, life has 7 billion and counting definitions for humankind. Every person sees life in a different perspective. The lucky people will live life rich and happy, others my never see more than $10 a week and wish for a 'better' tomorrow. Life is not a set definition for that one person. It can change. A person's will to change something is called inspiration or a 'dream' and when ones mind is focused on that dream, it becomes reality. I have a dream. I have inspiration to do something good. All the odds are against me and I will almost certainly fail. Yet I still think I can make it happen and sometimes I think why bother? The usual answer is that I'm crazy, too stupid to comprehend how ignorant my dream is. In reality my dream is just a bunch of thoughts but in my head it is already prosperous and near completion, I just have to make it happen. There's my opinion and dream, I haven't said what my dream yet is because it doesn't matter right now. As you can see I think/ know I can make this dream more than JUST a dream. A person's ability to have faith and to plan the near future is amazing isn't it? So my dream is to build a charity, To help those I feel have the need to be helped, to use a separate business as a source of money so donations go to those who need them, To perhaps make a better future, to show the world that I'm just an ordinary person with a dream. I am thinking of starting my ideas for my dream here... maybe start a blog for it, who knows. As long as there is a start there will be and end so I should make a start somewhere. If you wanna help me then its greatly welcomed, I warn you I currently have nothing to help me start at the moment so its a risky choice. Lets start with a basic stepping stone, something to help us stay on track, maybe a slogan or saying like, "If I had a dollar for every dream, I would make those dreams come true." Ps: say hi to the philosopher side of me :D

Remember....

So yea the challenge kinda failed lolol o well had fun while it lasted. Formal has passed about 2 days go at around this time :P It was amazing simply perfect :D Suiting up was fun at an orange bow tie and a full black suit hehe, went to Saif's house (once of my bestest friends for those who don't know), hung around for a while shouting the missing guys names at random cars hoping that they would be in one of them haha. Finally gave up and walked to the house where the girls were awaiting us. Turned the corner and the girls looked stunning literally stunning as some of the boys did freeze hehe :). I saw my formal date who was (in my eyes) the most beautiful person I've ever seen, although I have to admit all the girls were beyond amazing! We all went inside for some refreshments and bite sized food Nicole's parents graciously prepared which was so kind of them! It all looked so well presented (I sincerely mean it was well presented as I always judge the presentation of food, since I am into cooking and the food world), They have a beautiful house aswell in a nice and cosy area and it was a pleasure to meet the parents there while we waited for our transport (PARTY BUS). When we went outside to greet/meet/ hope that the driver comes , I had the pleasure of meeting Sheenah's, (my date), dad who was very very kind, Although even he's great personality didn't stop my shaking ( I get nervous easily :/) but we introduced each other and it was an honour to meet him. We had some photos as a group and in our couples as we waited for the bus in drizzling rain. All hope was lost but then around the corner this bus which looked fantastic arrived and we were all eager to board and start the party :D. The rest of the night was so fun it was great to meet up with the guys and see all the friends from school!. Dancing was a tad dodgy but we all had fun so it doesn't matter if we looked like walking fish :P the waltz's were sooo fun, my first partner was one of the school captains and we were being very posh ( not in a serious way just for fun :D) hehe I though we was a great partner to dance with so I gave her a bow :P. My second was my formal date and it was one of the dances I was most eager to dance, my formal date will most likely never see this blog so its safe to say she is amazingly cute when she waltz's. I couldn't take my eyes off of her always had her in my sight. The formal was great and the after party was mostly a cool down but it was also very fun, doing syrup shots and tomato juice dares and winnings $20 was awesome, saying farewell to Sheenah, her dad and a few of the girls as they left was quite enjoyable even I am now sick from standing in the rain ahah. All In All It Was A Wonderful Night, I Will Not Forget It, I Will Cherish It And I Thank Everyone For Being In It. I Shall Miss You All After This Year, 2012 MSHS Seniors!!!! Btw no pictures from the formal atm as I don't want something so precious to be floating around the internet.hehe sorryyyy

Day 3 The Vault

The Vault, well now its just my little library with books and deo and colones and gatsby and random stuff, but it was originally where I kept hundreds of dollars that I saved during the year, One of the most secure places :). But now since I spend all my money on buying presents for girls and hanging out with people, It has become my library :P sigh I'm going to regret not saving.....

Day 2 photo challenge thingy :P

ANZAC day, a day where fallen soldiers are remembered, for their sacrifice, for their honour, for their glory. R.I.P You've done your country proud :)

31 Day challenge o.O

So 31 day challenge inspired by Miss Joleen Chan :D I'll try to do something new each photo stuff about me relating to the pic :). Day 1. I love animations, cartoons, kids movies <3 I'm a little kid on the inside, I even like teddybears hehe :) I'm weird I know :P

Week 1 of School... To be honest feels like week 4, bombarded with all sorts of assignments which I really don't mind anymore because I'm use to it but yea so busy :P. English is due next week, ^_^ I'm a philosopher and specialist in Shakespearean hehe its a fun script to act out. Formal is next week or to be exact right at this time next week, 7:30pm Friday :D, Got my cool suit ( All black apart from bow tie and pin on flower), Should be a fun night :D Learning the dances were pretty fun but some of the dances seem a little inappropriate as in physically difficult due to space and shoes etc :P But I like the waltz its fun hehe and I'm ok at it :D as for the others I need a bit of practice (lots -_-). So yea busy two weeks for me :) might be back in a week if not then, week 3 busy, week 4 busy, week 5 busy, week 6 busy, week 7 busy, week 8 busy, week 9 busy, week 10 busy, holidays! :) Ciao til then.

Listen to this

 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yv-Fk1PwVeU&feature=related
he sounds like a drugged up dude but hes got a point, don't worry, be happy :)
Bobby Mcferrin-Don't worry be happy


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m5TwT69i1lU
this is happy music hahaha i can do the voice O_O
Louis Armstrong- What A Wonderful World

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QH2-TGUlwu4
:') so beautiful
Nyan cat- Nyan Cat Song

Pioneers for happiness :) haha :D

Yo

Umm exam block is over, this weeks been a bludge. lol actually don't have much to say thought id update with something somewhat happier from my previous ultra mega crazy rage :) any ways during my alnighter on physics with duh Twicia (Tricia) I saw a pretty sun rise and took a picture of it :D looks pretty dope, ill post it later everything is like golden coz of the sun :)

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I wana strangle someone soooooooo badly...............................

Today I feel like shit..........
Like unbelievably angry, sad and frustrated at the same time......... and its killing me that i cant rage at anything fuck my life..................
Also i was meant to give someone a present today but i didnt because my friends pissed me off so much that i just went home, fucking hell hate myself atm..................................................

Just wana destroy something!!!!!!!!!!!! >_< >:(

Oh hai dere

Ummm hi, I dont think we've met before, I'm Eric. You are? _____ oh thats a nice name :)  <=== this is what i think i sound like.

Heyo :) how are youuuuu? Whats your name?______k :) haha :) <====== what i really sound like.

haha I'm random I know :P Sometimes what I say is different to what I want people to hear.... you guys the same? no? yes?? sweet lol yea I've been told I'm too nice especially too girls (not my fault..........). My solution? do nothing hahaha cause I'm lazy. I actually don't have a major reason for like treating girls differently to guys. Probably that I think most girls aren't in the same things as guys so I change my speech pattern so that we get each other a bit more, most of the time anyway. Weird thing is that its not only on internet based social sites, I do it in real life too. Guy: yo, Me: wottup. Girl: heyyyy, Me:heyooooooooo, you see?? its like im a gangsta on one side and like i dono on the other haha :). Don't get me wrong I ain't lying to either people cause I'm changing like personality, its still me though, right? :D
Anyways I dono what this post is mean to be about I just started typing like a boss. Its how true bloggers roll man we just type random s**t and if it makes sense well good work, if not then meh no one reads this anyways, welllll not many :).
Aiight i gtg beddy time g'nights to the guys, good night, sweet dreams, sleep tight to the gals lol :)

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Open minded thoughts

Sorry for the post below :/ was extremely emotionally unstable.... anyways i have decided to change my future plans. It was originally to become a pharmacist for my life and earn money. Now its become a pharmacist for the money but use it pay for my lifestyle while i do volunteer work.

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i fucking hate my parents....... they think they know everything about me.......they say im going to grow up to be a bricklayer but they say i have to do well in school..... its like fucking pms everyday for them....IM FUCKING TRYING MY BEST HERE.... if i grow up to be a screw up so be it but dont hold it against me.....I know u came here from war i know u had a hard life dosent fucking mean i have to aswell! screw u i give up

:P somethings are meant to be shared

There are moments in life, little bits and pieces, where you think it couldn't get any better. When your in despair, you just gotta remember that the sun goes down too, but it never gives up shining and neither should you!

Dayyyyyyyyyummmmmmmmm lol random title :)

Ummmmmm Hi, so like the years been kinda hurried I guess..... it like day 1 awwww schoooollllll dammit..... skipped to week 4...... O_O wth???? everything is due to soon :O. lolol ok a tiny bit exaggerated but  yea tis the truth. So umm a little summary on my year 12 atm.

1. Bunch of assignmetns D: kinda getting use to it anyways from year 11.
2.Ask girl to formal and got yes :) ahahhaha no jks XD
3. Chose my goals for end of year 12, toyota supra, pharmacy course in UQ
:) pretty much all the like major MAJOR things but also, re met a friend from year 9 who sometimes reads my blogs :P HI TINA!!! ;) umm broke my 12 hr straight study record, its now 20 hrs.. like a boss ;)actually sat in the correct house for swimming carnival (not done since year 8). got senior badge that i put a bell on coz apparently i look like a cat.... yea thats about it haha :)
I'm looking forward to holidays and formal in term 2, also buying my suit :D
aiight laters ^_^

Lil rant post lol

Yo what up, Eric here uhhh, in year 12 WHOOO, bad news: very stressful...... ok lets start this. 1. school is being a pain in the butt lots of assignments lots of things going wrong.....
2. I have a friend, I try help this friend, I try very hard to cheer this friend up when they're down. But sometimes I get the feeling im not doing good enough, you know that feeling when u try your best to cheer someone up and their like yay I'm happy now cause im talking to some other guy while just saying K to everything you say..... yea that pisses the fuck outta me..... just saying. I ain't hating this person but its just frustrating when they onstantly get angery at your for something that isnt your fault, I know school is hard of everyone but seriously HELLO YOUR NOT THE ONLY ONE!, its like yea, i feel bad for getting angry at them coz obviously their struggling but at the same time I dont know what to do because anything I say is offensive to them, I try to help and get shut down instead. Aiight so it sounds like im being a lil bitch right now but really I want to make them happy, but they wont let me. So I've decided to let them sort out thier own shit before I get raged at again. Dont judge a book by its cover coz the inside might not be what you imagine it to be.
IF this person ever reads this post I'd like them to see these words before the others, I LOVE YOU BUT I CANT TAKE WHAT YOUR GIVING ME. so yea tis my little rant tis my blog tis my fish and turtles on the side enjoy it or not your call.

Will be absent for most of the year, Busy achieving goals and setting to new ones so that I may live a prosperous life... aka Studying for Year 12.

School tomorrow. Year 12. ;) graduation year. game time :D

I need new hobby to take mind off gaming, girls and.....stuff :)

So I have realised my lastest hobby of painting masks requires too much and patience. I need a hobby that I can do in a short amount of time :P I've taken a break from poetry by-the-way cause umm yea I duno what to write about anymore.... I can't draw which is a bummer coz drawing looks like a good hobby and I don't wana do exercise as a hobby because I don't see  much achievement in it apart from big muscles and becoming up myself. No offense its a great way to pass the time but I want to kinda well learn from the things I do :) I like seeing things in new ummmm perspective? I don't think I spelt that correctly.... but yea I wana take whats their and re-invent but my parents don't approve of my attempts they still think I'm weird.... Got any ideas to help me??

Bit late but Happy new years guys :)

So had a sweeeet new years heaps of fun and yea have a new years resolution I guess :P. Do well in school :) haha like every other resolution except this time I gotta do really well in school :/. Excited, scared, etc for this yea cause it is my final year of highschool :) which is fan-fucking-tastic excuse the language hehe :). Viet/Chinese New year soon RED ENVELOPE ME!!!!!!! :)

Not even New Year yet and I'm worrying about school....

I honestly don't know what to say when faced with the question, "What do you plan to do after school?", I stick to the autopilot response, "Oh umm Pharmacy :) yea its the easiest medical one to get into I guess.". But I really have lost direction these past few years.... Grade 9 was a huge confidence booster, Getting my first A's in school for maths, I know I'm asian A's are meant to be easy in maths, well guess what not all asians are built to be calculators! :). year 10 was the bit were I started falling, I pushed myself harder to do well in school but was met with only satisfactory results, which frustrated me alot... My motivation to change/adapt to the required level of success was lowered day-by-day. Year 11(this year) has been the crash and burn.... personal problems aswell ass stress from school, crushed my confidence and spread chaos throughout my mind. I could not understand how hours of work could merely turn out to be a C. This frustation was accompanied by the everyday life of a teenager that  unpredictable and had many events that would furthermore stall my achievements. I achieved very little that I am proud of this year... but the things I am proud of continue to fuel my motivation. Although I am trying to keep a positive attitude I can't help but worry about my final year of highschool, Year 11 was meant to be my adjustment to the senior workload but it has been a disaster. There is no time to prepare for year 12. I have to work efficiently and with whats left of my torn up confidence. I need to achieve maximum results and I need to do that without knowing what my best work would look like.  I will be faced by sleepless nights and hours upon hours on non-stop concentration. I almost forgot whats at stake... My whole life will be determined by this coming years outcome, my family's name will be severed if I fail but renown if I am successful. If I am to live a life without the worry of not having enough money or have to work hard labor, I must sever all relations to friends and family and force myself into exile so that my life, my world and my friends are circled around study  and good grades. *sigh* You gotta do what you gotta do....

DREAMWORLD!!!!!!!

Ok before I start, excuse the language :), HOLY F**#W$%*(W$W$)($#*(&(TUFIJFSJ(#RUW (UWT(VU(WR#U(%VNUW(VU(W#U(%U#UWU WHOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol went dream world today and white water world lol so fun but scary coz im scary of heights hahaha i cant stand on high places now coz i feel like on on the giant drop HAHAHA I wana live at gold coast, lots of pretty girls :) just sayin' hhahaa. BUZZ SAW IS LIKE THE BEST RIDE and the claw far out the claw......first ride and the first time i felt like I was about to die like a trillion times haha. White water world was fun but we ended up at the kiddy side cause there was an awesome bucket thing that pour heaps of water and a really cute supervisor <3 haha, went home ate dinner than at 7 something ran over to the cinemas and watched tower heist, THERES  VIET DUDE IN IT!!!!!! for like 2 mins but still!!!!!! then went home hahah awesome day <3

Hmm coz I'm bored I might re-design this blog :)

Christmas in 2 days!??!?!?!?!?!?!?! Fux Yeah!

Christmas in 2 dayssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but it dosen't snow in Brisbane..... :'(

RAGE RAGE RAGE!!!!!

Umm hi, I'm actually quite angry at the moment at people who look down on others, especially people who look down on asians. This is from a youtube comment, "Vietnam is a shithole, its like an open sewer! Its a breeding ground for all kinds of fucked up diseases. If I wanna eat cockroaches and worms or catch hepatitis, then Ill go to vietnam for sure." I can say without regrets that if I ever see this person I will mercilessly torture and eventually end their life in the most slowest and most painful way possible. :P I don't like to show how evil I can be but at times like this I feel that it is necessary. For the majority of Vietnamese people, I would consider myself one of the calmer Viets especially out of the guys. Vietnamese guys have short tempers like incredibly short if you piss us off we will without a doubt kill you on the spot. But as for the less physically violent ones like me :D we look like we're just taking the crap, but in our mind we are actually thinking of the most painful way to end your life :). Vietnamese people are also patriotic we hate racist comments towards us the most. Talk about my mother I will destroy you, talk about my family I will torture you for 78 hrs straight, talk about my country and I will tied you up make you watch the death of your family and friends and then leave their rotting corpses infront of your face.  Just sayin' anyways this is a big rage/rant post and disregard it if it offends you cause I'm not thinking about what I'm saying I just wanna let off some steam... :)

Masks meet blog people, blog people meet masks :)

Umm Hi :)

Heyoo umm yea I ditched the blog for a really really long time but I am back :) working on a holiday project atm aswell as sleeping alot ( spent the last several days sleeping). My holidays are ok I guess lots of going out, and doing stuffs, gona have long lost relative visit me and we're going goldcoast ;D. I going to a costume party on New Year's eve which is awesome and yea spent ages looking for costume parts :P, I going as a ninja :) if you want me to be exact then Anbu from Naruto :) coz I'm a big Naruto and Katekyo Hitman Reborn fan :D. I'll post a pic of my mask for the costume when I'm finished :P finding it hard to paint on the mask.... OKIES good to catch up on blog byezzzz.

I've been gone for a long time, I can explain, but I won't :)

OK sorry for being like gone for a long time been busy with stuffs I hope noone actually follows my blog, if your do your awesome and I'm SORRY!! D:. Anyways Umm I got exams coming up so I'm disappear for even more time hehe, I may be back on the holidays but til then Arrivederci. BTW ( I don't feel like putting pics up with every post now 1. coz I'm lazy, 2. I can't be bothered looking for pics, 3. I already spammed this blog with pics so yea :) I will however post pics up with special posts, if I ever decide to write any, okies bye bye )

PICTURE RAMPAGE!!!! XD