Not even New Year yet and I'm worrying about school....

I honestly don't know what to say when faced with the question, "What do you plan to do after school?", I stick to the autopilot response, "Oh umm Pharmacy :) yea its the easiest medical one to get into I guess.". But I really have lost direction these past few years.... Grade 9 was a huge confidence booster, Getting my first A's in school for maths, I know I'm asian A's are meant to be easy in maths, well guess what not all asians are built to be calculators! :). year 10 was the bit were I started falling, I pushed myself harder to do well in school but was met with only satisfactory results, which frustrated me alot... My motivation to change/adapt to the required level of success was lowered day-by-day. Year 11(this year) has been the crash and burn.... personal problems aswell ass stress from school, crushed my confidence and spread chaos throughout my mind. I could not understand how hours of work could merely turn out to be a C. This frustation was accompanied by the everyday life of a teenager that  unpredictable and had many events that would furthermore stall my achievements. I achieved very little that I am proud of this year... but the things I am proud of continue to fuel my motivation. Although I am trying to keep a positive attitude I can't help but worry about my final year of highschool, Year 11 was meant to be my adjustment to the senior workload but it has been a disaster. There is no time to prepare for year 12. I have to work efficiently and with whats left of my torn up confidence. I need to achieve maximum results and I need to do that without knowing what my best work would look like.  I will be faced by sleepless nights and hours upon hours on non-stop concentration. I almost forgot whats at stake... My whole life will be determined by this coming years outcome, my family's name will be severed if I fail but renown if I am successful. If I am to live a life without the worry of not having enough money or have to work hard labor, I must sever all relations to friends and family and force myself into exile so that my life, my world and my friends are circled around study  and good grades. *sigh* You gotta do what you gotta do....

DREAMWORLD!!!!!!!

Ok before I start, excuse the language :), HOLY F**#W$%*(W$W$)($#*(&(TUFIJFSJ(#RUW (UWT(VU(WR#U(%VNUW(VU(W#U(%U#UWU WHOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol went dream world today and white water world lol so fun but scary coz im scary of heights hahaha i cant stand on high places now coz i feel like on on the giant drop HAHAHA I wana live at gold coast, lots of pretty girls :) just sayin' hhahaa. BUZZ SAW IS LIKE THE BEST RIDE and the claw far out the claw......first ride and the first time i felt like I was about to die like a trillion times haha. White water world was fun but we ended up at the kiddy side cause there was an awesome bucket thing that pour heaps of water and a really cute supervisor <3 haha, went home ate dinner than at 7 something ran over to the cinemas and watched tower heist, THERES  VIET DUDE IN IT!!!!!! for like 2 mins but still!!!!!! then went home hahah awesome day <3

Hmm coz I'm bored I might re-design this blog :)

Christmas in 2 days!??!?!?!?!?!?!?! Fux Yeah!

Christmas in 2 dayssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but it dosen't snow in Brisbane..... :'(

RAGE RAGE RAGE!!!!!

Umm hi, I'm actually quite angry at the moment at people who look down on others, especially people who look down on asians. This is from a youtube comment, "Vietnam is a shithole, its like an open sewer! Its a breeding ground for all kinds of fucked up diseases. If I wanna eat cockroaches and worms or catch hepatitis, then Ill go to vietnam for sure." I can say without regrets that if I ever see this person I will mercilessly torture and eventually end their life in the most slowest and most painful way possible. :P I don't like to show how evil I can be but at times like this I feel that it is necessary. For the majority of Vietnamese people, I would consider myself one of the calmer Viets especially out of the guys. Vietnamese guys have short tempers like incredibly short if you piss us off we will without a doubt kill you on the spot. But as for the less physically violent ones like me :D we look like we're just taking the crap, but in our mind we are actually thinking of the most painful way to end your life :). Vietnamese people are also patriotic we hate racist comments towards us the most. Talk about my mother I will destroy you, talk about my family I will torture you for 78 hrs straight, talk about my country and I will tied you up make you watch the death of your family and friends and then leave their rotting corpses infront of your face.  Just sayin' anyways this is a big rage/rant post and disregard it if it offends you cause I'm not thinking about what I'm saying I just wanna let off some steam... :)

Masks meet blog people, blog people meet masks :)

Umm Hi :)

Heyoo umm yea I ditched the blog for a really really long time but I am back :) working on a holiday project atm aswell as sleeping alot ( spent the last several days sleeping). My holidays are ok I guess lots of going out, and doing stuffs, gona have long lost relative visit me and we're going goldcoast ;D. I going to a costume party on New Year's eve which is awesome and yea spent ages looking for costume parts :P, I going as a ninja :) if you want me to be exact then Anbu from Naruto :) coz I'm a big Naruto and Katekyo Hitman Reborn fan :D. I'll post a pic of my mask for the costume when I'm finished :P finding it hard to paint on the mask.... OKIES good to catch up on blog byezzzz.

I've been gone for a long time, I can explain, but I won't :)

OK sorry for being like gone for a long time been busy with stuffs I hope noone actually follows my blog, if your do your awesome and I'm SORRY!! D:. Anyways Umm I got exams coming up so I'm disappear for even more time hehe, I may be back on the holidays but til then Arrivederci. BTW ( I don't feel like putting pics up with every post now 1. coz I'm lazy, 2. I can't be bothered looking for pics, 3. I already spammed this blog with pics so yea :) I will however post pics up with special posts, if I ever decide to write any, okies bye bye )

PICTURE RAMPAGE!!!! XD